Decolonizing Nudity

Decolonizing Nudity

Throughout my healing journey I’ve found that taking my clothes off triggers desires within people that I have absolutely no control over. The intersecting aspects here being healing and nudity. This is what I deal with as a man, so imagine how women feel when they wear their yoga pants. People are free to share whatever they want with the world, even if they’re in a thong. This does not mean we’re thirst trapping or seeking any certain type of attention that you’ve projected onto our public displays of self affection.

Annual Numeroscopes

Annual Numeroscopes

Annual Numeroscopes tap into the collective Life Path of human consciousness to provide general readings that reflect on the current year and forecast the next one. Similar to a horoscope, each person has a Life Path that they have in common with others on the same vibration. Guidance is channeled from the deities represented in the cards and their likeness is used as a catalyst to facilitate the process. Its like a horoscope using your life path and oracle cards.

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September Numeroscopes

September Numeroscopes

Monthly Numeroscopes tap into the collective Life Path of human consciousness to provide general readings for the specified month. Similar to a horoscope, each person has a Life Path that they have in common with others on the same vibration. Guidance is channeled from the deities represented in the cards and their likeness is used as a catalyst to facilitate the process. Its like a horoscope using your life path and oracle cards.

Click here to learn how to calculate your life path
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August  Numeroscopes

August Numeroscopes

August Numeroscopes are here. They also include the end of this eclipse season and mercury retrograde energies as well.

April Numeroscopes

April Numeroscopes

After my first spiritual awakening in January of 2012, I began exploring all the things that brought me understanding, fulfillment and joy. One of which was Numerology. I studied it so that I could learn more about myself and I grew immensely because of it. During fall of the next year, I was guided to a spiritual expo and did numerology readings all day. My clients were having such visceral experiences that I could not account for, because at that time I thought I was just reading numbers. Then one of them informed me, in the midst of her tears, that what she got was much more than numbers. Then she suggested that I do more. After checking in with spirit, I continued with oracle cards for 6 months, until moving into higher self readings. This happened around the same time I received my Reiki Mastership. By fall of 2014, I had moved to New York to be street homeless and stopped holding space, because I was not in the position to do so for others. I needed to hold space for myself. It took a whole year for me to fully ground myself in the energy of the city and reawaken my gifts at Tatianna tarot's full moon event in conjunction with Sehiiinyc. I've been holding space since then, however Numerology has been dormant in me. This mercury retrograde has brought back many people, emotions, memories, but never did I expect it to reawaken latent offerings.

Each month I will offer a channeled forecast for Life Path Numbers 1-9, 11, 22, and 33. These Numeroscopes will include 3 card pulls that can be found on my website indefinitely. This month, I will be working with Alana Fairchild's Earth Warrior deck, illustrated by Isabel Mariposa Galactica. I look forward to serving your highest good with yet another cosmic offering! Please share as a thank you or gift this offering to others in need. Links to book deeper and more specific sessions with me will be provided in the blog entry.

Finding Balance in this New Paradigm

Finding Balance in this New Paradigm

Finding balance in this new paradigm will come at the expense of everything that brought you an imbalance in the old one. Be prepared to sacrifice the old you and burn yourself in the cosmic flames of concrete reality in order to renew. Rebirth yourself in the fertile ashes of your past and rise again like the Phoenix, now more equipped and prepared to endure the greatness of your future. Why? Because you are present in this moment.

#MeToo or #MeNext?

#MeToo or #MeNext?

     I felt like I needed to grind harder than those who allow it to happen just to advance their careers. Do you ever wonder why talentless people are rewarded with success in this industry? Do you ever wonder why people are oversexualized by their management teams? Consider all the #Metoo stories that have inspired us. Now imagine all the people who continuously choose to sweep their #MeToos under the rug, while instead opting for a #MeNext. They are but one perpetuation of the problem. 
    At this point you may have realized that some of your faves are perhaps the greatest sex workers of all time. What say you to those who degrade the quality of our culture with their ambitious prostitution? I've actually had the pleasure of sharing platonic space, words and time with many sex workers throughout my life. They are not the problem and I do not judge them for doing what they wilt. There's a big difference between a sex worker who openly divulges what they do and a person who eludes that they've achieved their accomplishments solely on merit. 

New Magic

New Magic

New Magic is a realistic fiction that explores the esoteric. It is Houiea's first novel and also the first installment of a trilogy.

Coming spring 2018!

Forgiving Our Sexual Abusers

Forgiving Our Sexual Abusers

Before I knew my home's address, I was molested in my own bedroom. I'll not reveal names in this journal entry because it is strictly for my healing and not the degradation of another traumatized soul. However, in this blog entry I will write and breathe through my most traumatizing sexual experiences. This is what I call healing. 

Black, in white sanctuary

Black, in white sanctuary

By now I'm sure you're well aware of the people who "don't see color," in America. As a spiritual being having a black experience, I once found it disheartening to witness such separation within an individual. Now, I find compassion for their pain and denial. Be they black or white, choosing not to see the absolute depth of what's occurring in this world is a disservice to humanity as a whole.

Anxiety at the Soul Level

Anxiety at the Soul Level

During my most recent anxiety attack, I felt so upset that no one knew the depths of or appreciated my humanity. I was trapped by the illusion that I couldn’t be human. It hurt to feel like no one knew I was suffering. The deepest desire of my tears was for them to be seen, honored and accepted. For this to happen, I needed to do this for myself. That meant allowing them to flow.

After introspection, I see how last month’s experience was but a reflection across lifetimes. The soul’s way of reiterating can be jarring, but I feel like I had to ground that lesson in this lifetime so that history doesn't repeat itself. I also feel like I needed to cry tears that my soul kept hidden for millennia. Healing at the soul level just transpired.

Coping with Anxiety...

Coping with Anxiety...

   Today as I scroll through my timeline on Twitter, it feels like nearly every tweet is about me. A couple friends call me back to back, like I didn't know I was on three-way. This was a systematized attack, yet I feel guilt instead of victimization. As I read all the sub-tweets, I become aware of the bottled up hatred that so many people have towards me. It hurts on a cellular level to witness such a reflection. One or two celebrities also follow me, which explains the commentary from people I once admired. I wish no longer to be here, as my fight or flight response has triggered the most fleeting reaction. But still….What is my why? What could have inspired such intensity? Self hatred that goes unattended will inevitably manifest in the physical world. Living on the vibration of hate makes us susceptible to harm from others on the same vibration…. Basically, karma's only a bitch if you are too. So here I am witnessing my own demise, as the world I once wished away is taken from me because I couldn't let it go.

Stand in Humility

Stand in Humility

In no way do I personally agree with him saying "Sit down little bitch, be humble." Nor do I know any strong self LOVING black woman who would receive those words too kindly without backlash. Yet words that are rapped or sang seem to be more easily accepted than words that are spoken.

My Divine Parents

My Divine Parents

This venus retrograde has brought up a lot of things for me with both parents. Since venus rules over beauty and luxury, my relationship with my mom has been striking a chord. It also governs money, so my relationship with my father has circled back around for another dose of healing.

Your Invaluable Soul

Your Invaluable Soul

When you reach a certain level of creativity in this world, you will be asked for your soul. If you aspire to be famous or materially wealthy then such a proposition will either be a gateway or obstacle along your path. Even if you naturally shine bright, you will still be approached. The most beautiful thing we have been given, as individual expressions of the creator, is our soul. The most powerful tool we've been blessed with is the gift of free will.

Defense Against Energy Vampirism

Defense Against Energy Vampirism

What's important about dealing with energy vampires is how to identify them. Most people have accumulated trauma in their lives.  It's pivotal not to confuse a traumatized person who has co-dependent and attachment issues with a conscious energy vampire. An energy vampire knows how to use energy and does so with ill intentions. A co-dependent person needs healing, and coddling won't help them. They often seek outwardly for the LOVE that one or two of their parents neglected to give.

What's the Agenda?

What's the Agenda?

As we are well aware of propaganda and the affects its had on humanity thus far, I feel that many people still fall victim to the psychological and emotional manipulation it systematically perpetuates. Therefore I shall do my best to enlighten those who wish to see the light that shines through me.

Neutralizing Ritual

Neutralizing Ritual

This ritual is for people who have had very traumatizing magic done to them, deep root work for long periods of time, feeling trapped in spiritual warfare, activists and radicals under psychic attack, people who shine brightly and have the evil eye sent to them often etc. It's for the deep stuff.

The ritual works by cleansing and strengthening the auric field. It cleanses the ethereal, emotional and mental body of the magic being sent as well as what's responsible for attracting it. It will allow you to safely face yourself and the deepest issues from this and every other lifetime that have karmically brought this upon you. You will see and make amends with the shadow that you naturally cast by choosing to stand in the light. In this ritual you will heal and forgive yourself and everyone else involved. You will all be better individuals as a result. No party shall suffer, fail or be conquered. All will know and experience pure LOVE. This intention transcends conflict while fortifying self preservation and transmuting ill will into constructive action. If you are willing to do the work, then the victory will wait patiently for your arrival.

Interview on Channeling with Levald from "If I Only Knew"

Interview on Channeling with Levald from "If I Only Knew"

Grateful to share some insights with the homie @ifionlyknew.co on his youtube channel... Had an amazing time discussing channeling, discernment and detailing a few techniques to help you in those times of confusion. Check it out below. Keep your vibes high beloveds......