Through out life I've never enjoyed fighting or conflict with others. I would gracefully walk away from fights with people who wished me harm, simply because I have nothing against them. No one can make you hate them if you choose not to receive their projected self hatred. I see no need to be the manifestation of anyone's demise but instead a reflection of their redemption and victory. We are blessed with power and we must choose how we are to use it. A blessing can easily turn into a harsh lesson if you abuse it. For these reasons I consistently choose LOVE and creation instead of hate and destruction. I face and heal destructive feelings inside myself, lest they manifest into the physical world.
Although I avoid external conflict at all costs, in no way am I a pacifist. As peaceful as I have grown to be, my temper is vicious and my extremely creative faculties can quickly turn to be equally destructive. Because I am aware of these things within me, I consciously make an effort to heal them accordingly. I feel that healing thyself is the path to serving the highest good. However, choosing to serve the highest good means that you are instantly choosing to oppose evil. How interesting is it to know that good and evil are quite subjective. There are some people who see you and instantly become your enemy even when you've done nothing wrong to them. It's not you beloved. There are some people who see you win and instantly feel some type of way. It's not you beloved. This is why checking and healing ourselves is so pivotal. If everyone did it then we would all be more than fine.
I went through a phase when I would just indulge in battle(rage). Even though I always win, others would still succeed in bringing me into their conflict. And I never felt good as a result. Furthermore, seeing others crumble or bow from your works inspires feelings more closely related to gratification than anything truly divine and healing. I began to see how reversing magic was almost like a game of hot potato. Others would keep sending it and I would keep reversing it--never attacking but always defending. This made me defensive and suspicious. It had me fired up and consistently ready for battle. I checked in with myself and set my intentions on achieving better--literally transcending the equation.
As a healer, it is my duty to heal myself and others. Knowing that anyone lashing out is simply a cry for help, I feel charged with the responsibility to heal once and forevermore. "Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only LOVE can do that." Beloved MLK. Although I'm not a pacifist, I have so much LOVE in my heart that I feel compassion and understanding for those who wish harm upon me. I come to a point of reflection before blatant reaction to any external forces. This reflection allows me to become aware of the source of this energy. "Is this mine?" I ask my heart. Because I am clear on just how bad I can fuck somebody's shit up, with no remorse and without ever looking back, I always consult the most high before using any type of self defense. People just need LOVE and each person's way of asking and receiving looks different. Knowing this, I had to set a healthy boundary between running out of cheeks to turn and LOVING myself enough to protect my existence. The latter will always happen first. The following ritual details a way to neutralize a situation and bring things to peace among all parties respectfully, with harm to none and healing for all.
- Bath tub, kiddie pool or large bucket
- 7 day Silver/grey candle
- 7 day Reversal candle
- Reversal candles contain a combination of two colors, but black is always one. The color of the reversal candle will vary depending on the situation. If you are being attacked spiritually and psychically then blue, silver or purple will work. If your vitality, passion, creativity and LOVE life are being attacked, then red will do. If someone is attacking your physical health, material resources etc. then green will work just fine.
- 7 day Purple candle
- 4 thieves vinegar
- Florida water
- Himalayan sea salt
- Bay leaves
- Ginger root
- Blood root
- Markers - purple, black and grey/silver
*Portions should be enough for 7 baths*
This ritual is for people who have had very traumatizing magic done to them, deep root work for long periods of time, feeling trapped in spiritual warfare, activists and radicals under psychic attack, people who shine brightly and have the evil eye sent to them often etc. It's for the deep stuff.
The ritual works by cleansing and strengthening the auric field. It cleanses the ethereal, emotional and mental body of the magic being sent as well as what's responsible for attracting it. It will allow you to safely face yourself and the deepest issues from this and every other lifetime that have karmically brought this upon you. You will see and make amends with the shadow that you naturally cast by choosing to stand in the light. In this ritual you will heal and forgive yourself and everyone else involved. You will all be better individuals as a result. No party shall suffer, fail or be conquered. All will know and experience pure LOVE. This intention transcends conflict while fortifying self preservation and transmuting ill will into constructive action. If you are willing to do the work, then the victory will wait patiently for your arrival.
Begin this ritual a day after the full moon 🌙 Gather all ingredients and have everything ready for this day/evening. Begin by washing your herbs. Draw or print out the symbols below for your candles. You don't have to be a fine artist beloved the universe doesn't judge. Use the respective colored markers for each symbol.
Merkaba(Exterior)- All symbols I use are merkaba based, they are infinite across space and time. Through out history it has been mostly known as a vehicle that allows one to descend and ascend through the dimensions however it truly can be programmed to do anything. The merkaba is made of the most basic geometric shapes in the universe; the platonic solids. It is also contained within metratron's cubes. They are one in the same. With LOVING intention, we can program them to serve the highest good.
Sacred Flame(Interior)- This symbol embodies the Sacred Flame that we all carry within us. Sometimes the flame grows weak and we feel like we are just carrying a little spark within us. This symbol carries with it the power to fan our Sacred Flame back to life. It reminds us that we all carry the fire of the divine creator within us. We will be using the sacred flame with the violet vibration to exponentially heal ourselves and anyone connected to us. The Sacred Violet Flame.
Hamsa(exterior)- The Hamsa is an old symbol usually carved into an amulet to ward off the evil eye. It can also be used as a gesture by putting one hand in front of the other and projecting a protective bubble around ones aura. This protective gesture can be used in tandem with protective crystals such as amythest, tourmaline, obsidian and onyx.
Eye of Heru(interior) - The eye of Heru is an ancient kemetic symbol of protection, power and good health. It is also known as the eye of wedjat and horus. There is usually an eye in the palm of the hamsa. During my sessions exploring my Akashic records, the combination of these were given to me. "What better eye to put there?" is what came up for me.
Equapothi - This is a symbol that I channeled while in my Akashic records. It represents equal balance, empathy and neutrality. It balances out any equation peacefully, bringing all parties to a neutral place with LOVE. It draws on the attributes of Libra's peace, harmony, balance and calculating perfection. It is for all zodiac signs and can be used without the merkaba by visualizing it on a persons chakras with healing intentions.
Charging, Dressing and Programming
Your merkabas that you've drawn or printed are now ready to be programmed and charged. Place your hands over them one by one. Visualize and breath through a tube of white healing light that descends from the heavens and ascends from the core of mother earth. For your first breath, inhale in this infinite energy into your heart chakra and exhale it through your hands and into the symbol. Second breath, inhale the same way again and this time speak the respective incantation below for each candle into the symbol, programming it--exhale any remaining breath into the symbol. Third breath, inhale the infinite breath and exhale once more into the symbol for completion. Each merkaba is now programmed.
Sacred Violet Flame Incantation: I summon the power of the source of all creation to consume and heal all harmful intentions against me with the sacred violet flame in this lifetime and every other lifetime, in this dimension and every other dimension.
Reversal Incantation: I summon the power of the source of all creation to reverse all harmful intentions against me in this lifetime and every other lifetime in this dimension and every other dimension.
Neutralizing Incantation: I summon the power of the source of all creation to neutralize all harmful forces against me in this lifetime and every other lifetime, in this dimension and every other dimension.
Prepare two scrolls to put in your gray and reversal candle. Write the incantations above with a lead pencil on a small piece of paper about 1-2 inches tall by up to 8.5(tear off the bottom of a piece of paper).
With a skewer jab holes large enough to fit a scroll parallel to the candle wick. Draw a merkaba in the top of each candle, even the purple one. Your candles are now ready to be cleansed and dressed.
Cleanse your candles by sprinkling them with Florida water and smudging them with sage or Palo Santo.
Dress the purple candle with cayenne pepper and 4 thieves vinegar. Then charge the candle exactly how you charged the symbol, but this time with the candle in your hand. Place on its symbol.
Dress the Reversal candle with vervain oil, minced bay leaves. Insert scroll. Then charge candle and place on its symbol.
Dress the Neutralizing candle with hyssop oil. Insert scroll. Then charge candle and place on its symbol.
As you light each candle, inhale the infinite breath and recite the incantation.
Because there is a large amount of candle(fire) and burial(earth) magic used in tandem with words(air) of power to harm others, the blessed water is used to wash it all away. "Only water can purge the heart, from words to fiery darts, thrown by the dark workers of the arts." Beloved Miss Lauryn. In this ritual you will wash yourself every night for 7 days. Be consistent enough to invest the time into your well being. If you get home late, bathe anyway or face the alternative suffering. Before every bath, revisit the magical place where your candles burn and recite each incantation once more. Then bathe. Place the herbs into portions of 7 along with your sea salt. Be mindful when using your oils, 4 thieves vinegar, and Florida water to save enough for 7 uses.
Each night, draw your bath water and insert your ingredients. -
Himalayan sea salt
With one leg in the water and the other out, recite the following incantation. "I summon the power of the source of all creation to cleanse me spiritually, emotionally, mentally and physically of all harmful intentions. I summon the power of the source of all creation to uncross all harmful intentions against me. I summon the power of the source of all creation to neutralize all harmful forces against me with LOVE and PEACE. So shall it be in this lifetime and every other lifetime, in this dimension and every other dimension."
Soak in the waters. Massage each part of your body and submerge yourself. Sacrifice your hair-due for a week. Your holistic well being is worth more than your vanity and pride.
Each night, while you are in the waters, focus on the situation and say the forgiveness prayer below. There are often times multiple sources of your pain and trauma. You may do this prayer for one each night or consistently for the same situation. Follow your heart and you will know what to do.
Become aware of the situation and get in touch with the hurt its causing you. Honestly face yourself.
*substitute the name for GOD that you feel most comfortable using.* Be sure that it is indeed a name for GOD and not your ancestors, or other DEITIES like ascended masters, religious gods and so forth. Be sure you are intending the eternal source of all creation. It must be infinite, primal and universal. There is a time and a place to work with the beloved ones but not in this ritual.
As you say each line, mean it with every part of your being. It is time to let go of the hurt beloved. Set yourself free. You deserve it.
I accept the situation as it is in this lifetime and every other lifetime, in this dimension and every other dimension
I ask GOD for forgiveness in this lifetime and every other lifetime, in this dimension and every other dimension
I forgive myself in this lifetime and every other lifetime, in this dimension and every other dimension
I forgive everyone else involved in this lifetime and every other lifetime, in this dimension and every other dimension
I surrender this situation over to GOD in this lifetime and every other lifetime, in this dimension and every other dimension
I release this situation in this lifetime and every other lifetime, in this dimension and every other dimension
I thank GOD in this lifetime and every other lifetime, in this dimension and every other dimension
LOVE yourself enough to allow the tears to flow. They are more potent than any herb or oil you could ever add to a bath. They provide the ultimate alchemical transmutation by water. Bathe and soak for 30 minutes. After the transformation has occurred, leave the bath and drain your waters. Gather the herbal remnants and collect them in a bag to dry.
After the final bath let all remnants completely dry, then bury them, ideally in a place of power.
Recycle the glass containers from the candles.
Reflect on your work and the life you had before compared to how things have changed.
Give thanks to the creator.